Through offline events and fan meetings I connected with my favorite idol, 羽月果音, and eventually became her boyfriend. Looking back, I used to stand in line endlessly for handshake events and to buy chekis, but now the positions have completely reversed: 果音 takes pleasure in my training! I molded the voluptuous, huge-breasted body of the idol I once admired into a paizuri-specialized, obedient masochistic pet idol — a sex toy at my disposal whenever I want. I treat her like a toy and enjoy the sense of superiority over other fans who know nothing, day after day.