July. A summer day. A story of a day off. Three years older. My older cousin who lives nearby. She was also a childhood friend. We're very close, like siblings. Her personality and behavior are completely different from mine. A little free-spirited. A bit eccentric. Very kind. That older cousin — it feels so comfortable. When she's away, she always lets herself into my house. "I wonder if she's here today." If she is, I'm happy. And sometimes we end up in a sexual relationship. Two pieces about my relationship with the caring cousin who's three years older than me since childhood.