DETK-003 Drowning Woman — Elderly Care Tastes Like Honey — 祈山愛

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I am drowning, bound by pleasure, sinking deeper and deeper. Ai, a caregiver who returned to work because her husband lost his job. But the old man she was assigned to was a personality-disordered man whom many helpers could not continue with. Hot porridge was poured over her body, and urine from a chamber pot was poured over her head. He even forced her to stroke his penis during bathing, and if displeased he would drown her head-first in the tub. But the elderly man, who repeatedly suffered heart attacks, had little time left. Ai masturbates completely naked while being stared at with animalistic eyes. She is summoned in the middle of the night and ends up having sex as if being raped. Her once-ordinary daily life goes mad. “If I only have one year left to live, even if it becomes one week, I want to hold you.” “I wanted someone to desire me at the risk of their life; I wanted to be truly loved.”