Infidelity, Jealousy, Anxiety… I Want to Hold My Wife Again. Three Years Without Sex Reignited Our Marriage — We Had Raw Sex Over and Over Like When We First Started Dating 伊藤舞雪

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"I want a child…"Even between spouses, an offhand comment can become a heavy burden.We've been married five years, butwe haven't had sex for about three years.When 舞雪 said she wanted a child,I had only recently married and my job wasn't stable yet, so I worried whether we could raise a child properly in this situation… and took it very seriously.Even when she approached me wanting sex many times, I kept refusing.Just when I thought she had stopped approaching me,I saw 舞雪's phone screen… it was a conversation with the man she was cheating with.I grew complacent in our marriage,assumed she understood me, and neglected things — and this is the result… It's my fault. I left her lonely.What 舞雪 wanted more than a child was my love and warmth.I pushed her away for three years without noticing.Anger, regret, and shame overwhelmed me.I love 舞雪…I don't want to lose her…I won't let another man take her!!When I learned of my wife's affair, I changed.I tried making breakfast,asked her out on dates,we talked and laughed a lot after a long time, I apologized for my past neglect and spoke honestly about my feelings."I want to have sex with 舞雪 again"The sex after three years was… nervous, heart-pounding, exciting…The atmosphere felt like when we first had sex.After all, 舞雪 is the best.I'm no good without her…